Category : Poems

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All these men I dated, it has occurred to me. I loved them but really after I lost them, I just missed the way they made me feel. Telling me I was pretty, they loved me and I was everything. I always felt something was missing. They entertained me, and a way to fill a void. Those fellas I dated, wonder if they knew all of me. Wonder if they knew I wouldn't stay. Cause some acted like it was just the seasons changing when I left. I never cheated, was always loyal. Bigger question what is that void I wonder? I fill it with what it craves. Then it calms the voices in my head. What is missing? Do I even know who I am? Am I running away from something? Am I looking for something? Cause all I feel is numb. Why can't I feel what everybody else can? So I ask again, who am I? Guess I have a long way to go before I find myself. Till now I guess I fill that wondering void for whatever hell for.