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I feel this heavy stone is pushing me down 
my head is spinning like a mixing bowl 
two of them is not enough, 
my true love makes it hard on me 
It’s lower my self-esteem 
I never do anything right. 
Why they do this to me?
I try my best as I could 
three of them don’t know I had 
a condition they thought, 
I was just a normal person 
deep down I had a disability 
I never told them about it. 
Could I let them know about earlier? 
They think I make a huge disaster 
of the hangout still, I have been holding 
a grudge for many months from now I had low confidence because of it. 
Why I give them a cold shoulder? 
They think I wasn’t listening 
boil fire on me without notice 
I have struggle with my condition, 
I’m not using that to cover-up my mistakes 
I’m telling the truth and I’m not lying at all 
everything came crashing down on me. 
I don’t understand why they had to do this to me? 
They had been careless about my true emotion
I do make a mistake for a thousand times 
it’s doesn’t mean they had to do this to me, 
my true love had hurt me very deeply 
they blame everything on me 
I thought they like me as who I am. 
Hard for me to forgive what they did to me
they stab me very deep 
the sound of one of them hit me hard 
another put fire on me without realizing 
I have a disability, 
difficult to forgive them 
I now hold a grudge for many months 
it’s restraint and not healthy. 
How could they do this to me in the first place? 
Putting blame on me everything I did 
two mates our friendship is over 
true love, we have to break up. 
How would three of them do this to me? 
How could I forgive them? 
When they did to me all because of this nonsense they give me a hard time 
I need a break from them, 
shot me like I’m a bullet 
there’s nobody wouldn’t know 
the reason why I’m running away. 
Three of them should’ve been noticing something within me that I’m struggling with 
I’m terrified of what they did to me, 
it’s restraint me reaching out to them 
about my condition why they do this to me.