Category : Poems

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When a problem comes inside my head 
I try to conceal don’t feel until it reaches to the point, 


I couldn’t take it any longer whatever I was feeling anxious about what I did wrong make 
many mistakes. 


Why do I feel like this? 


If I went down the path of my mistakes 
see the memory what I did made them 
feel like that, 


I begin to freeze like an ice statue 
I couldn’t believe myself the guilt 
follow me everywhere I go. 


How could I do that to them? 


My heart shatter into a thousand pieces 
I never know how much my mistakes 
affected them, 


I never meant to make you look bad 
I know we’ll make mistakes learn from it 
I’m like Elsa from the first movie. 


Could I just make my decision already? 


I push heavy stone on you 
the guilt makes me feel overwhelmed 
wish I never bring myself to do this to you, 


it makes me want to run to somewhere 
I didn’t mean to affect you as well
I’m not a good person to you. 


Wouldn’t I stop think about negative thoughts? 


I couldn’t help myself all these years I thought 
I wasn’t a person you truly want all the mistakes I did, 


I know you don’t want to hurt me 
by telling me the truth 
you hide it from me. 


Why could you just open up? 


You know I’m sensitive to everything 
I guess I’m sensitive to certain 
things, 


only it affects me differently 
I’m sorry for all the mistakes I made 
affect you. 


Could you ever forgive me? 


You always know what to say 
to comfort me by your words 
I really appreciate it that, but 


The mistakes I made you look bad 
I won’t forgive myself I don’t like 
my mistakes I made.