
Unexplainable Sadness
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Sometimes I suppose I'm happy. When I'm with my friends, throwing my head back and covering my mouth, jumping, thrashing everyone's head, kicking their bums, as I shake with laughter at a joke someone just made.
But then, day turns into night amd my introvertness switches on. My carefree grin turns into unexplainable sadness. I lay in bed, thinking about all the things, I wish I could say, all the things I'm too afraid to admit even in my company of pen and paper and mind. It's night when I realise I'm many things.
I'm happy and sad,
I'm outgoing and shy,
I'm rambunctious and quiet.
But mostly I'm empty and betrayed...