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I mess everything up 
it was my fault 
if you had told me, 
what she told you 
I would know about it 
I’m ashamed of myself. 
How could I do this to you? 
I didn’t keep you in this coffee shop 
I was confused I didn’t mean to 
add pressure on you, 
they try to reach out to me 
my phone was locked 
that’s why they’re furious at me. 
How could I lock my phone? 
The reason was my phone 
getting low that’s why I lock it up
I didn’t mean to make it worse, 
I never knew about the changes 
I didn’t mean to make you look bad 
in front of them. 
How could I do this to you? 
Three of you put fire on me 
stab me behind my back
I’m cover with red liquid, 
oozed out from my body 
I should deserve this 
I’m blame myself for everything. 
How I become a bad person? 
A thousand pieces of my heart shattered 
I don’t feel like show my face to them 
this was all of my mistakes into a horrible mess, 
I knew I had things I should work on 
you knew my condition already. 
Wouldn’t I just learn from my mistake? 
You should make it easy on me 
I knew what I did wrong 
whatever you feel toward me, 
it’s had would affect me in different ways 
the reason I ran away if wasn’t for
him rose his anger tone directly at me. 
Could he low his anger tone? 
I wouldn’t make it hard on you 
including two of them I knew 
what I did was wrong, 
it wasn’t for me I wouldn’t be 
mix everything up make you three 
feel this way toward me. 
I should deserve this 
everything is not according I was plan 
it’s went down hill crumple into a big mess, 
I’m willing to learn from this experience 
wouldn’t do it never again.