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I know you don’t have any feeling for me 
my heart has been hiding personal feeling
don’t want you to know, it’s been a year 
my feeling for you haven’t changed the thought 
of me not to think about you is impossible, when I close my eyes fall asleep my mind dreaming about you found another person.
About a year you fall in love again and dating 
for months afterward about a year, you get married to her and immediately throw out 
everything I gave you begins a new life without 
thinking about me, my face turns white in shock 
heart rate beat hard like a treadmill. 
Without you in my life, all I can do is a dreaming 
about you and having a nightmare terror about someone take your heart, and never come back 
to me, this is the nightmare of my life. 
I have to repress my feelings never open up 
to you, that’s because I know many hidden secrets about you don’t want to talk 
about, what makes you uncomfortable 
to understand everything about you. 
Understand you don’t want to be my boyfriend, 
and get back together with me, I can understand 
why you feel this way, if I was in your position 
would know what you feel, but hard for me to respect your decision and move on. 
The truth is blocking me to move on from you 
to understand everything about, your childhood past and know, our developmental have the same symptoms as with each other. 
Know everything going on inside your mind 
there are things, we like that are the same as one another we can understand each other well 
why can we be used to be? 
Can you see we should be together? 
If I was in your position in your life and I would 
understand, how hard is it for you and hardly 
want peace to yourself to know, the reason 
you want to be by yourself. 
If I was you in a romantic relationship 
I would feel the same emotion, as you 
know why you break up with me, I will 
not blame you for it. 
I have dobby effect on myself 
blame everything that I did to you 
never want to hurt you, I’m not a 
fast thinker, it’s given me time to 
think I would come to my senses. 
And apologize and ask for 
your forgiveness of my mistakes 
if I knew everything about you
your secret and everything about you earlier 
I wouldn’t make it hard on you finally, I know 
everything about you and never repeats 
you’re an important person to me, 
you’re a precious thing to me 
you’re a good example for me to follow.