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I came out from my darkest times 
into college campus on the second day
I tried my best to be like other peoples,
nobody knew about my birth condition 
can’t understand what, we should be doing. 
Didn’t know what should I do you walked 
up and grab a chair started to help me to understand, when you tried to reach a pencil 
touched the back of my hand, which grabs my attention. 
I turn myself around saw you in person 
had never known you exist in this college 
thought to myself never met this person before, 
the day we got to know each other and throughout our friendship, I began to realize 
your gentleman mannerism and kindness to other peoples. 
Never knew why I chose you, 
it’s because you showed me 
what everything within you 
without you realize that had taught me 
everything I need to know and even throughout 
our relationship, you taught me a lot without you realize you did and told me that, you wanted to 
end things with me because of what I did. 
Wish you never said this to me 
wasn’t everything, my fault I should 
not blame for everything you may not 
know, that I’m just like you even though
my birth condition is different from yours, 
without you, how can improve my social and communicate with other peoples? 
You may not know how important you were 
to me even though I’m not ready to be friended 
with you, my heart will put on hold for you come inside my heart and I will open 
put you inside me, you’re the only one for me. 
The truth is I still want to be your friend and regular contact with you, but I’m scared of what happens if I ever do. 
Don’t take this serious of me not willing to be 
your friend I’m anxious and nervous about 
being your friend, give me goosebumps 
if you ever found someone else, that not me 
that’s why I’m silent on you for that reason. 
Wish you never said this to me at the end of our 
breakup no matter how many times, you hurt me I still will want you inside my love life, and into my arms again. 
Love is powerful than the pain I’m suffering 
the pain is hurtful if you chose to love me,
your pain will go away we need each other’s 
love to heal our pain, as you may not know 
love is the healing of a frozen heart. 
I’ll love you forever and always 
and, we can have our happily ever after, with 
each other.