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You share many secrets with her 
talked about everything that involves me 
from, we first met to our breakup 
you were scared of open up to me 
I’m the one who embrace all of your flaws, 
and mistakes start to compare myself to you
I’m a person easily forgive, but not easy to forget whatever you share many secret hidden 
away from me, it affect everything within me 
wished you tell me what’s going on. 
How could you not tell me anything? 
Why you don’t see me as your two best friends? 
someday, we could start over again and reunite, as being boyfriend and girlfriend again. 
I don’t want to have unsettling feeling that you to have deja vu and reused what, we had with each other onto another person that wasn’t me when you move to another house and on a job site or anywhere at all, 
whatever you told her is not a secret anymore 
know what you tell her about everything I did 
to you. 
You say to me “  we’re close friend” but, to be 
honest close friend is have similar comparison as best friends,  if we lose each other’s trust then, we can rebuild our trust and let’s 
see what happen to us again. 
Whatever we feel our emotions should 
open up with each other, it’s make me 
worst if you tell your two best friends, and keeping secrets let me feel confused and frustrated. 
Won’t know what I did wrong until you tell 
me about it and talk about with another many different type of friends 
won’t solve anything, I’m a honest person 
and when I talk about things 
get into the point, but I can be emotionally trigger and react to my emotions, quickly 
won’t know what I said or did things out of nowhere, if you came off negative emotions at me if say things that direct at me, so don’t you hide anything 
from me, because of that reason either having 
something I was born with and hard to control, my react 
to my emotions lead to say or do things out of nowhere, if you’re same as me you can definitely understand me, 
at least I try my best as I can, if you do it won’t end well trust me. 
The truth why I always lie to your face,  that 
because I’m scare and nervous as you know 
being honest all the time can have the downfall. 
That’s why I’m scare to tell you that why I emotionally shut you out, it’s just like you 
do that on me, and share everything with her 
not with me. 
This also similar as you and that why I think, 
told many our previous life experiences, 
we do share deeper connection with each other 
I know we don’t trust each other. 
We can rebuild trust and value again 
have our important role in our own houses 
we should know this about us and, our 
role we play with each other who knows, 
we can restart and be back with each other 
as one romantic relationship with one another 
again, all I can do is to pray to Jesus back that 
happen to us again, we can understand each other emotionally.