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Didn’t know you that well 


when we first met, but you 


have head over heel over me 


never experienced being, in a 


relationship before. 


I didn’t know you were so into me 


ever since we first met, but I can 


felt the same way toward you, 


that you didn’t know about. 


I caught your feelings within myself 


when you being your authentic self 


you always had a smile on your face 


your kindness and politeness always care 


for other peoples everything within yourself, 


but I like when you didn’t change yourself 


to be more likable, by other peoples and be 


the person you once were, when you first 


met me. 


That person I want you to be and pursue me 


again I’m a honest person, when you told her 


everything I did to you, it’s made me had an 


increase heart rate, and give me hard time to concentrate for me to listen to you. 


Made me behaved manically toward you


that because you being secretive with them 


about everything what I did to you they gave 


some good judgement and decision for you, 


a year later without given me any warning


you made, my heart stop I stand there frozen. 


How could you say this to me out of nowhere? 


How could you told your mother about things I did to you? 


should  told me or stay silent about it,  ever since 
you 



share everything openly to other peoples, you 


may not know I have health complications similar to your birth condition. 


You should not say this to me create stress on me, if you didn’t have I’d won’t add pressure on you either, this year you make me distance and not talk many peoples and friends, 


you made me not being in college and 


stop going to Christian Fellowship due to, 


the stress you put on me to be honest with 


you, ever since I met you I thought we stay 


together and stick together. 


Many flashbacks memories, we had with each other make me cry nonstop, and being stubborn 


I have greater difficulty with transition many peoples try to talk me to move on from you, 


for them is easy for me is not that simple 


they always say to me “ you’ll found your 


happiness and live your happy life”, I’m just like you. 


Can you see I am part of you? 


you try to talk to me like other peoples, 


that aren’t like us, 


do you think is not working? 


should talk to me like you talk to yourself 


treat me like I am part of you, 


No matter how our birth condition aren’t like each other, but we do share same health complications, that similar as each other. 


Including our special interests minus things


that not same with one another. 


Even our previous life experiences are similar 


with each other, and minus things aren’t same 


as, one another. 


Can you see our similarities between us? 


the truth we need to get back together 


because of, that reason I’m not try to 


pressure you get back to me, is that 


there something we share with each other. 


We do share deeper connection with each other 


but, 


why you don’t see us as best friends? 


you don’t know close friend are similar, 


as best friend have things in common 


I want us to be close friend and be back 


usually do when, we were friends back in the 


year of 2019. 


Can we be like that? 


my wish is to have a brighter future with you 


and get married to you as well, 


my face turn white as snow and froze


if you ever found another, that not me 


green in envy within me that’s because 


I still love you, and still want you back. 


I don’t want you reused the things, we


did together onto another person 


I’m scare of make bad decisions and 
hurt you, 




even lose you forever. 


I want you back onto my arms and 


come back to me I don’t want be 


a monster to you, I don’t want 


to control you, and your life either. 


All I want you to be single and wait 


for me, I don’t want to be lonely without you 


we can be as one with each other again


that all I want from you.