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I can’t stop dreaming about you 
is been a month since we talked 
feel all alone without anybody to talk to 
only have talked to one of my best friends nobody else 
ever since we have been quarantined and had 
to begin to live our separate lives after, we broke up 
don’t like it when you listen to their decision and take their advice I hate when you were ending things between us 
don’t like it when you emotionally shut me out Do you know what is making me feel?
Can feel the increased heart rate within me 
harder for me to concentrate on what you’re saying 
I had a harder time hearing you and others were saying things to me, I was out of my mind without knowing it 
being an adult in a new environment can be overwhelming for me 
is like you were sensitive to sounds as a child 
For me, I’m sensitive to adult life in a new environment everything in life I’m facing 
make it even harder for me when life starts to change 
I have some inner struggle as you do, and 
it’s hard for me to be like other peoples 
and get over it that won’t work on me 
know what it feels like when someone pressures someone else, and I’m not 
like other peoples, and I’m like you.
Can you see I’m part of you? 
You push me to be like other peoples and that can stress me out only can be who I am, you can’t change me.
I used to be liked by many classmates and peers.
As I got older adult life and the new stage experience of life 
being an adult in a new environment and life-changing can be overwhelming for me 
that why I’m emotionally closed off from many peoples, I self-isolated myself from the world I prefer to be by myself and do my things without bothering anybody at all 
I don’t know you’re part of me 
when we first met each other, the first time 
as I realize we both have similarities with each other 
But, I never know why you wanted to end things with me if we are equal with one another 
We can emotionally understand and connect 
Can we just be we used to be before? 
Never know why you prefer to be like other peoples and not be who you are 
I can understand why you wanted to do that, you have a tough year in your childhood and teenage life 
To be honest with you nobody knows who you are underneath and won’t accept who you are, and I can understand you 
embrace everything within you, 
I was patient with you and treat you like myself you’re part of me, and I just like you stressed out about, the overwhelming world of being an adult. 
But, my stress is not involved in taking care of my whole family.
My stress is involved in a little portion of adult life and cares about you because you’re my close friend I care deeply about you a lot.
Remembered when you tell me about what your dreams future look like and talk about what your dream job, but to be honest is the opposite in reality and I have sleepless night and circle under my eyes have any of your friends worries about that about you let’s face it I’m the one, and I care about your well-being and your future life have you ever have a friend who always worries about your future? 
Why do you think of me as just a close friend?
I should be your best friend have your two besties worry that about you? 
The person who emotionally connects with you and understands you even worry about your dream future and job, let’s be honest they can do these things, but can they worry about your future and job? 
Let’s face it I’m the only one, and I should be 
your best friend not just your close friend 
I can be sensitive when you’re honest with me as you don’t know all of my life peoples had lied to me, and it made me comfortable, as 
I grow older the first time to felt, my negative emotions and react, to whatever peoples emotionally hurt me. 
When we were in a romantic relationship 
you said to me let’s be honest with each other and share what we feel”, I’m skeptical 
to be honest with you because this, my first 
time and I felt uncomfortable by being honest.
Have many insecurities I don’t want you to know, but if talk about my previous life I’m glad to open up to you, if about other insecurities 
I rather not share it with you.
My feelings are emotionally connected to you 
whatever you feel, is what I feel within myself 
I’m like you in a new environment, as an adult 
I can understand what it feels like. 
We’re different, but we have similarities as each other.